anonymous112

as they say

"fail bigger, fail better"

i'm crying because i was wrong about everything about the store

i put too much on

and with the expectation that everything's gotta be perfect

i thought about a lot today, unrelated to all this stuff that happened

i've thought about the last 4 years, the store, what i did, the mistakes i made, how the staff hated me at one point, the community always loved me, but i burnt myself out really bad

it's embarrassing to cry

but some people think it's cute

now i'm actually crying

this is the first time, i've actually cried. see how long it took?

what if i told you

i don't want you to get to know me, date me, spend time with me, cuz then i'm scared you wouldn't like me, and think i was a piece of garbage, and then i would cry by myself for a long time, and then not talk to anyone about it, because i can't

if it's tempting to touch, but once it's touched, it's no longer tempting

wouldn't it better not to go near it at all? this way it stays as you remember it?

i can't wait to be on my own

love

love is blind

when i think my crush likes me

"imagination"

me being in a racially and religiously charged environment for a year straight

well, despite everything that's happened (and i hope nothing was that bad, i mean i still haven't heard anything)

i hope that things will end up good for you

well, if we ever do cross paths

i hope you're happy

maybe if we ever cross paths at some event

you'll get to see what i look like in a dress, in real life